Lost forever

Wet are those leaves which are now sparkling with freshness
The rains did them good
But my eyes are wet and my cheeks are dry; when will this monsoon end
I hate rains... On the window panes and hate them on me...
There is a thunderstorm inside me, waiting to flow out;
Why are few words always used and not meant,
And why we build hopes on them,
It's a favour that the rain is now washing them all;
But here I'm
drenched in my rainfall,
The flood is all mine,
I don't expect miracles from you now,
It will wash me away... And leave no trace.

I would love to see your contentment then, your love with yourself, as I drain away with you in my heart.

Few questions….Unanswered!!

I ask you, each one of you reading this. Who gives us the authority to decide whether we are the right kind of people? yes, the right kind of cool people. 

Who gives us the permission to decide which family is good and which one isn’t, depending only on how they look or dress up?

And how is being educated classified as? Is it the way we talk or is it how we handle situations around us?

If it is how we talk then most of the people who are uneducated are far better in terms of being polite and being respectful than the ones who are educated and have a big mouth for everything. However, if it’s the second option then most of us are just wasting all our degrees. Handling emotions, words and actions together is the biggest test of all, because we know what could be the impact of any of these things going wrong.

One of the biggest mistake we do, yes we the big degree holders, is reacting to situations well before they have even fully unfolded. It gives us wrong direction and a complete hazy course of action.

Try breathing in before you react, like before you open your loud mouth and insult others or throw your hands around and land somebody a punch. Just breathe in before you even analyze your presence in that situation and take one step at a time.

Be patient with that waiter who’s getting your meal, be nice to that man punching you a parking ticket and moreover be nice to somebody who just looks poor from the outside but is a gem of a person from inside. Give yourself some time and see the difference.

Humanity has just lost its touch everywhere, let it not vanish completely.

Hold hands and hold it with love.

Respect others, the way you expect to be respected.

May be

May be its time to change, yes consider the fact that the old You is now depressing, scared, boring and a pessimist, then yes, not may be;  it’s time to change for sure.

Get done with boundaries and you will realize that you were in your well for way too long. So yes it’s time to get up and get out of that old place, old people, old habits and old assumptions of everyone around you.

NO, don’t tell the world anything but prove it to yourself what you are worth.  

Pack your bags and travel and if it’s too risky of a task for the new you then find something that makes you happy. Find that thing that makes you feel alive and brings you closer to yourself and away from the maddening crowd.

Or maybe, meet that old friend which you were avoiding from long but needed the most.

So do we have a fair idea yet of why am I asking you to be a hero for yourself.

Here is the answer; we all have those moments in life where we feel like we have lost it all and that we might not survive. But then it’s not the end of the world because nobody else is crashing. It’s your own Tsunami and your own earthquake and you are the only one who has to survive it and come out of it.

Yes, you are not a movie star or a rich spoilt kid to get things at your call; you need to get them to you. Because you are the hard working and self sufficient way-to-go moron (that’s a compliment)

So heads up and get going. Dance around, poke around and by all means live. Just breathing won’t do, live this life as a gift and live it for nobody but you.

Be full of love and you will get it back.

Be full of life and you will live.

Be spontaneous and you will find meaning.

Be a jerk and don’t give a damn that’s how you will find the real YOU.

Love story...was it..??

"Would you be able to find me in the crowd ?", she questioned.

" Ofcourse sweetheart, I will only look for you.", he smiled as he answered one more of her beautiful queries.

What was love for them? It was just rambling conversations, roaring laughter and meaningless games. They found happiness in their own small world, full of smiles.

But does things always happen the way we think they would. The answer is a big NO.

Love walks out from the window, the door or any other hole when priorities in life strike it, over power it.

The choices you make, the decisions you take are imperative when it comes to giving finishing touch to your life. Love doesnt understand all these complications and thus it stands aside and paves way for people to move ahead and decide.It moves away like a thief in the night.

Love doesnt complicate and it doesnt put any conditions.

Thus when its meant to be, it does and when it doesnt, love takes a step back.

She asked again, "Would you be able to find me in the crowd?"

"I will try, you can't expect so many things. It would be crowdy, I will try. Be realistic.", he replied irritatingly.

And this is how one more love story ended.

A never ending desire... Travelling...!!

Well let's suppose that you are earning good money( I mean the oh wow factor) and you check your bank account. There you find handosmely saved amount and thus your long lost desire of shopping good and travelling crazy, crops up. What do you do in such situations...?

If I get to judge all of you, my prediction says that half of us would just ignore this feeling because we don't have enough leave balance because we are the hard working idiots(pity..!!) but for the rest of us who are still reading this, we try and find a way out to curb this feeling.How do we do that, we plan our travel itinerary.
So there are a few lists in which all of us fall, I'm going to include myself in the list of hardcore travelling aspirants and thus I'm trying to make my travel itinerary for the upcoming months.

How well did I cope up...??

After hour long session of discussions with my friends and family, I unravelled thats its pretty labourious to make a travel itinery.But mind you guys, just when you are about to give up on the travel plans it comes to your mind that you were in the crazy travellers list that you made yourself..haha..and thus you sit up and try again.

Just to let you know, I might slip away to the lazy planner list and cancel the entire idea of making any plan, forget about even travelling. But then again, the travel crazy side of me pinches me hard and I'm up on my feet making another stupid plan to meet old friends or a mountaineering expedition. How well would I be able to execute it, that I guess would be another post on the blog.

Death..!!

Creeping in the past,
I told her to wait,
And cherish some moments,
Before I walk through that gate;

Inhaling undying memories,
With whom I can’t part,
She cannot snatch away,
Those mystic junctures of past;

My victories and debacles
Seems hazy as she drags me
But a hand holds me firm
It's love that she can't see;

And as I dive in the cold,
A smile spreads across my face,
I know, I have conquered her,
As I’m leaving with a trace.

The IPL show : Not so much a show for u.

Well you thought that you would have a great time watching those depressing matches this year yet again...so you gather your pool of friends and enter the kitchen first time in your life because you are the host.
You think of innumerable dishes which you definitely can't cook so herein you ask your younger sister who's a far better cook than you to help you out.
She helps you and you prepare what... FRENCH FRIES..!! Yeah probably the last dish on your mind.
So the food (oh so called food is ready) and you sit with beers and coke and you also try to bet in between to try and earn some money ( all because you are just a trainee right now and you earn peanuts)
By some irrevocable error, you win the bet and you think..' Oh wow nothing can go wrong today. '
But when that beer kicks in you are brought back to reality and the mess you are in right now which neither the IPL matches or your fries can fix, you remember the details of your day and the reason for inviting your friends over.
And now you ponder, what the hell am I doing...I need some time alone....to hell with the matches and the party...I have to think...I have to plan.
One more beer down and you flush away these thoughts and you look at the faces you have invited and you think...' I need to fix my life. '
Three beers down and you are in bed and you write stupid things and think...
' I want few things back in life' , but the question for the night and the three bottles down stupid drinker is...
' Would those things ever come back to you? '