far away

you were far,

but still so close,

in pearl drop silence,

and a teary voice rose, 

     it was me,

     trying to speak,

     the words were lost,

     my voice was meek,

you wanted me to  say,

what i thought of you,

but i was nervous,

somewhere there, it was a block,

     of thousands thoughts,

     and feelings for you,

     but were shy to phrase,

     every word so true,

you were my pillar,

for i spoke at last,

some fumbled words,

and forgot everything apart,

     was urged to say,

     everything i could,

     but the tears saw my words,

     and said,next time you would,

but i don't know,

next time is when,

for my words always knew,

i'm threading from end,

     but again my tears fought,

     and told those words,

     that when u will be close,

     they would not be worth,

the tears would win,

that moment with you,

as they would fell,

when i will b too close to you,

    they would tell my feelings,

    they would form my words,

    i would not part with you,

    the unspoken would be worth.