stars and the loneliness

Starry but lonely
Why nights are beautiful and yet ugly
you throw around your hands
And find darkness;
But its d same time
When you r extremely close
As I shut my eyes
To d world arnd me;
Ur touch lingers
In my memory and on my skin
It drifts me away
From darkness to light;
Wherein I'm bathing
In ur aura and radiance
dazzling with love
And contented soul;
I no longer feel alone
Or grasp the darkness around me
It goes away
But pinches as it departs;
Departs with sting of reality
That u r far
And I'm lonely
With just beautiful thoughts;
I want it to end
To stop writing 
About lonely nights or gripping darkness
I want to see that day;
When I will sleep in ur arms
Peaceful and relaxed
To wake up to a morning
With your whiff on me.